♥Friday, April 25, 2008 (:
♡8:55 PM
WILL POST TOMORROW AS I'M TONNING TONIGHT (:
&&i'm SIMPLY ADDICTED TO WHOOHOO ;D
i'm crazy anyways . . .
i told you;
after yesterday night;
today you'll treat me differently;
&yarp D:
u simply just dun understand..
maybe its me thinking to much
if its my thinking
then i apologise
but do you care for me?
only you will know. .
♥Thursday, April 24, 2008 (:
♡9:11 PM
ITS HARD LAAAAA ~today morning was about and going to be - late ): met sistar & ♥ u can say its not a good start . . ask him to much useless things and he start getting angry . so was upset and walked as fast as i can towards parade square. ♥ get caught cause about ystd things . . was damn worried that i from 8 till 11 keep worry till i cant even study . . ! mid-year another 4 days more ! i'm so going to flunk it if i keep putting my brain and soul into this relationship which is going to be . . hais ~ pointless . . . saw ♥ at his class there . mr sng cut his fringe lurh. quite short but still cute in my heart as always . . . have super duper recess with siewkoon and Jiayi ;D went for chem after that slept till . . . . i duno . woke up had a fight with siewkoon . anyway siewkoon i've to apologise . my attitude sucks nowadays i guess you should know why i;ve change for these few days & i'm sorry . . went to weiting hse &celebrated weiting and jiahui's birthday (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY &GOING-to BIRTHDAYS (: weiting sorry too today was'nt quite the mood so didnt eat alot ;x
i'm so very blessed to have
a sister like charis
a stead like rachel
a nuerh like jasmine (:
a laopo like jiayi
a agong like patrick
&& those friends,amas,kors&jies who've always be there for me ! ;D
i'm really glad to have you guys ! THANKS !
♥ i was thinking today ;
what for i do so much ?
what for i worry that
you kena caught lurh
will tio caning? ur mama will scold you?
i know you;ve done alot for me
i admit that i really misunderstood you for a particular thing
& i;ve said sorry
you said that actually you wana throw away the ring lurh
do you know how i feel?
lols. . .
i guess nah ~ you didnt feel a thing?
i wana seat down and talk things out
its that hard for you?
i just wana know whether you still love me ?
you told me ya. .
every night you called me
i thought our relationship have show some improvement
i was damn happy !
but the nxt day
ur actions tell me the opposite
you make me changed
from a play-girl to a girl who truly loves you
funny . . .
why would i fall for you . .
or should i say deeply
tears just came rolling whenever i think of you
studies flunked
mood went damn low
i just cant do anything to it
why cant you just put ur feeling into mine . .
why dont you ever just care about me since then?
i tried to cherish you now. i'm really cherish-inq. .
but you;re making it real hard. .
real hard. .
sms you ; you wont even bother reply now. . .
i miss the kohyifeng which i had before
18o9 i guess its just shit to you now
tell you what . .
i've nothing to say no more. .
&& this relationship its up to you . .
Deshuan : hahash retardation PILL i've eaten :x hahahs anw deshuan thanks For that time . hahahs but i guess it does'nt help much . (: anw THANKS !
Sixian : jie ! hahahs will link you ASAP no mood to link ;x u owe me many thing naaa :x
Debbie : no need say thanks ! i will take care durh same to you hor ! jiayou toos (:
Jiayi : mei (:
Labels: THANKS for what you;ve did to me . THANKS alot
♥Wednesday, April 23, 2008 (:
♡10:22 PM
REMINISCING the past today was very suay ;D kena caught by mr sng & HOD math teacher D; booooo ~ but miss ang was quite good (: skirt short also catch, fringe long also catch. today got jobelle & jiayi mei pei me at blueroom . muahahs ;x paiseh i too wicked . heex today got oral , having faith in myself but when its my turn, fear starts to conquer my heart and start beating faster like it's crying for help. i remembered something (: THANKS TOO ... L.JIAYI LAOPO, SIEWKOON,DANIEL,TERRENCE & ZHANGYOUHE ;D for the consoling and F&N-inq (: i wont forget it really.. today something happen to debbie . dun feel like elaborating so much . i just can say debbie dun cry, everything will be fine. trust yourself :D decided not to think to much just for 1 week . . 1 week & the answer will be out . & ihope by that day comes i will make the right choice ;D went for detention till 6+ then took my handphone &run off :x hahas . heard from youhe he said that he saw ♥ at the school opposite. he ask me is he waiting for u? hahs i didnt know what to reply him. but in my heart i guess i'm sure enough ♥ is'nt waiting for me . . today ♥ first day working , really do hope everything will go fine for him .
MONDAY !
went to IMM again with sumui twinnie , jasmine nuerh &nt forgetting sistar (: they accompanied me to buy the extra decorations , went retardation at there ;x one thing that make me MAD is ! DAISO was closed ! argghhh went to GIANT and got myself an ugly basket -.- hahas (: thanks sistar for everything , u're there for me whenever i need you . i still remember whenever i cry . my hp will go ring-ing-ing or my door bell will go ding-ding-dong-dong ;D and u will appear . hahahs (: at giant a funny thing happen . let me share this story to everyone (:
S - sistar
M- me (:
C.U - chinese uncle
S.K-shopkeeper
sistar and me *standing at the pancake stall*
suddenly a chinese uncle coming walking towards the stall
c.u : er i waann aa cocolaate flavour
s.k :huh? u wan a peanut flavour !?
me & sistar went laughing ~!
M: aunty he say he want CHOCOLATE FLAVOUR !
s.k : oh ok . crispy or thick ?
c.u : o i want takeaway
OMG ! than we were like HAHAHHAHAHAHS !~
s : 你要厚的还是崔的？*talking to the c.u* (anw my chinese is u knw LOUSY ;x)
c.u : o cui de
s.k : oh cui de ah crispy de la .
M : ya aunty
c.u & s.k : YYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!~~~~~~~
hahahhas ! lame la hor ! funny like hell (: lazy to post pictures handphone alittle haywire ;x
sometimes i do miss the times when u . .
hug me tightly and tell me how much u love me. . .
tickle me when i'm sleeping . .
hold my hand tight and tell me u will nv ever let it go . .
kiss me on my cheek and telling me you're happy (:
bully me whenever i do something wrong ;x
when my parents bully me you'll be outside my house waiting for me too cool down
when i was at jurong coming back alone you'll be worried and you'll come my hse downstair wait for me
i wanted to smoke you didnt allow . .
acting cute whenever you want to do things which i wont allow . .
sms me when u scared i run away with other boys
sms me whenever you wake up
sms me those sweet sms-es before slping or waking up
i really do miss do miss it ! sometimes i wonder will there be a second boy willing to do so much for me? ♥ ur love and care towards me really change alot lurh . . do you feel it? i guess our 7month really is'nt really tough its just fragile &weak . ♥ . .i believe you in everything you do . . . .but will you change your love and care back to before , will you?
Siewkoon: hohohos cause you kuku than so fast click enter lurh (: no need cheer up i'm happy as ALWAYS ^.^
Guoli : kor . u siao isit ? u never give me your link . how you wan me to link you?
Deshuan: hahahs tell you liaos . i cnfrm will write durh MUAHAHAHS ! hellooos change your quotation laaaaa ~ everytime same de -,- hahahs ! blablabla slap ur head 360 . give chance hahahs i know ur simply joking . hahahhas ! JIAN FEI CHEN GONG GAMBATE OISH ! lol :x
Woan Roei : ama (: link u also lurh anw thanks too ;D
Kaiying : Jie :D hahahs i'm not EMO ! i'm CHEERFUL ! hahahs LOVEYA (:
Debbie : say sorry for ? u take care toos (:
Jiayi : MEI link you lurh (: do take cares ;D ILY <3
Labels: i'm not craving for anything . . but just your L.O.V.E
♥Monday, April 21, 2008 (:
♡11:39 PM
I'm just like this DUMBSHIT ! -,-dear readers ,
not in the mood to post whad happen today. anw thanks joshua.k and deshuan For ystd but i think it does not look well for me today too , but anw thx(:
Priscillia: u last long toos ;D link u lurh (:
Labels: why LIFE does not have BACKSPACE?
♥Sunday, April 20, 2008 (:
♡11:58 PM
Everything everything is just broken down into pieces. . yesterday ton-ing with patrick,ben and rachel. after that met you he,daniel,huosheng and jasper :D we study together at BPP MAC (: ,&thanks alot DANIEL for the math paper ;x i was stupid that i need 3 people to teach me math :x after that ♥ &co went into mac i was so startled. after that my heart was beating faster &faster . could this be ♥ ? accompanied rachel and patrick to the opposite block and have a talk after that went back seat down . have gastric pain so took 2-3 panadol. thanks BEN,PATRICK ,&RACHEL for buying me panadol pain relief (: ♥and co went home so me and patrick they all went to other place to have fun. instead of having fun guess what ? we at there going to sleep Zzzzz . i'm so missing ♥ all the time . after that went back to mac i sleep for awhile only nor . ! rawr . stupid patrick woke me up ! after that play some stupid lame game we went to patrick house. played com and talk to debbie and rachel (: went to sistar hse at 10+ . watch show sleep for 30mins and we set off to church D: i was dozing off at there ;x went to jurong entertainment with jasmine and xueli plus SISTAR (: took our jersy after that went to IMM . bought my plates and we went home. went to sistar hse to put thing first after that went to my hse . thanks for waiting for me to do finish my math ;x went to plaza slack slack eat eat after that went to sistar block downstair slack . everyone got news (:
DESHUAN JIAN FEI CHENG GONG . heex bleahhhs =p
♥ is u change lurh or ur feeling for me change lurh.
maybe time wun drag us to anywhere.
u keep anything anything
maybe josh rite
we're becoming like him and his gf
i dun wan end our relationship
i cried till my eyes rot
bleed till there's no blood left
& i just dont knw whad u;re thinking . . .
tags replied:
Rachel : ILOVEYOUTOOS STEAD (: will try to smile ^.^
Kaiying: heex; jie THANKS ;D
debbie: lols ; will cheer urp thx (:
Xueyi : jie link lurh (:
Jingying : hhahhas link u too lurh ^.^
Qianhui : LINK LURH SMALL GIRL ;x hahahs
Xueli : gimmie ur link also neh >.<
Jasmine.T : relink u lurh kuku (:
Labels: thanks for all the memories u ever given me . i'm craving for more but will u give me more memories?
♥Saturday, April 19, 2008 (:
♡5:31 PM
BleedingLove@bs.com is OFFICIALLY OPEN ;Dtoday not in a very nice mood, just didnt want to elaborate much..thx for the care &concern guys (: thanks... anw boy i wana tell you
thanks for all the memories u gave me
i'm happy &satisfied
but...
the simple love you want
i didnt gave you
but i trashed it
didnt trust you is my wrong
said sorry but ur love for me is duno
i'm sorry for what i've done
earlier on i promised i'll cherish but i didnt
so now its time for u too choose
the path u wanna go .
hope which path u choose will be happy for you
&&boi , i'm really serious about you
its the second time i really truly fall in love in a person
&i'm glad u had love me before.
ILOVEYOU <3
Labels: lord o lord just take me away ; away from this reliastic world
